Trust the Breakdown Process!
Breakdown. I know that suggests weakness or even brokenness; however, the breakdown process is where you find your strength and where you may even find yourself. You see in the breakdown is where you realize the purpose behind your pain. It is where you leave the old you behind, and allow the new you to emerge. The breakdown process is where you understand you had to go through all that you did in order to be all that you were created to be.
I hate to be the bearer of what you may consider "bad news", but there is no way around the breakdown process. You must go THROUGH in order to come OUT! The good news is you WILL come out! Trust the process, but also trust yourself to know you can make it. You are stronger than you give yourself credit for. And when you're feeling alone and wanting to quit, remember God is with you. He didn't bring you this far to leave you. As cliche as that may sound, it is FACT!!!
I encourage you to keep going. Keep going past your doubt, keep going past your fears, keep going past everything that is telling you to quit. You are you and you are enough!! And if no one ever tells you, I am proud of you and I believe in YOU!